I just love you so much and I want you to know that. Every song, movie, poem speaks to me because I know the authors are also fluent in the language of love. I never want to let you go and I'm sorry that I did a year ago. </3 I hate knowing we even had time apart. I now know that having any time at all with someone like you is glorious and beautiful all in itself. You're completely amazing and I want to have you, and only you forever. It's you- you're everything that I was looking for. You are my entire world. Your arms are the only place I've felt whole and complete. I felt the best that I have ever felt just being next to you. How is it possible that other people are capable of having effects like these over other people?
I just want to love you and hold you tight for as long as I live. I want to pursue you, since you are of my wildest dreams, the milky way entangled in my universe of hopes and dreams. Other aspirations are mere constellations. You are the big picture, I wish that you could be the underlying, the backdrop of my life amongst all of my other petty desires. I know they would all come true if only you were to be mine. You are the most powerful and deeply ever-lasting desire I will ever possess, ridden with on-going passion that will never die out in all of the years to come. No "unseen tides will ever pull us apart". That line absolutely broke me and bore into my soul. God, I love you. I'm never in fear of loving too hard or too much because I know without a single doubt, you love me just the same in return. I am broken without your presence, yet have the single piece to make me entire. You.
You are only human. We are all so similar, but I am in love with all of the things that set you apart. I just keep on pouring, pouring, pouring my lifetime supply of love into your overflowing hear that has had to learn to absorb every drop and add it to your sense of being.
Before love, we were blurs of people, obscure and uncertain, indefinite. Yet, existing. We didn't know what else could be out there, we were blind to the beauty of this lucky life we have been given. We weren't grateful, nor were we ungrateful. We were blind even to each other at first, honestly hardly thought much of the other. But we happened upon each other in the perfect timing- the time we needed someone the most... loneliness at it's greatest. From the day I first talked to you on Facebook, I knew that I wanted to know so much more about you. (Funny, Facebook was invented to help people re-connect with other people, when this is where we discovered our connection that carried over into real-life as well.)
Our friendship grew as we learned about each other, talking and sharpening our edges slowly coming more and more into focus. We were unknowingly about to fall into the depths of love. The day that you told me that you thought you had feelings for me was like a moment before you jump off of something and don't know what's beyond, never seeing the bottom, or how deep/shallow it is. We took the chance, looked at each other, and jumped. And fell. And still are falling to this very day, minute, moment.
How my world would c r u m b l e before me if I were to ever lose you. How painful the ground would feel as my fall would end my lovely journey abruptly with a smash of harsh, lonely reality- and a shattered heart, with pieces never to be found, to go along with it. Fear would grip me as I would sit alone in that pit of terrible heart break, examining what's left of me. Oh, you, only something so beautiful could have such an awfully sad end. Only a love as bittersweet as ours. Never, ever do I wish to let go of someone as dear to me as you. Whom I know better than myself. I love you dearly, truly. You are the one for me, we've felt it together. Love is as real this life gets, and I am so happy to be sharing it with you.
I LOVE YOU. "You're even more beautiful than eyes can see."
