Sunday, March 27, 2011

well it looks like my old email has been hacked!

Great! it's not a big deal i just won't be able to sign into a lot of websites now and i hope youtube will remember my password forever. ya know... because you can't change your email on youtube... grr. fingers crossed.

my old blog (barely anything written anyway)

so here i am. on a sunday night. i watched a couple of episodes of my so-called life off of netflix and i fell in love. mememolly is my inspiration of course; i love her to death and want to be her bffl. she inspires me and she doesn't even try, she herself is just amazing the way she is. and because of her- i want to see those 90s shows like freaks & geeks and daria... cool shit like that

i've been thinking... just you know those realizations of how stupid you were two years ago and you are so much smarter/better now? i just can't believe my past self sometimes! i'm ashamed of stupid things i've said and done and only want to correct it in the future. sigh. we're only human, i suppose

i hate how i never finish anything. i'm making a physical list and i think crossing things off will help me get shit DONE.

some things on this list include:
-finishing my Rapunzel painting
-finishing prozac nation and it's kind-of a funny story
-finishing the game 'Psychonauts' and 'Okamiden' (which i LOVE)
- starting the 3rd harry potter book and finishing the series before the last movie
-losing 15 pounds
-read the whole damn webcomic "Questionable Content"

stuff like that. the older you get, the less free time you have to do negligible things like that. i'm young and i just am SO LAZY. or maybe it's just a state of mind...

when i was even younger, i used to be this neat freak. like, i wonder if my mom thought i would be OCD or something about cleanliness as i aged. didn't stay that way i guess... i just i don't feel like there's enough time in the world to always keep things clean... or maybe it takes the same amount of time to up-keep rather than clean gigantic mess  every 2 months or so.

growing up- it's interesting.

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