my body.

i want to, i really do. i want to. i want to. "if i do this, then i will love myself." that's the most positive thing you can do. i've been slacking like crazy. so i'll take pictures of my shame- fat that's built up out of laziness and overeating. i eat healthy- just too much. i know theres a lovely body i'd be so much more happy with inside- plus i just want to lose it now before it gets way to hard. i have so much time on my hands it'll work! 20 pounds is my goal.. and boy it'll be work. but 10 is my short term goal (: like by the end of the summer- 10 pounds lighter. that's not so bad, right? so here it is... my body- in unflattering sports attire and all.

..........godihatemyass.